Uh Hello?

I am clear as day. I exist. I live and breath just like you did those many months ago when I was all you seemed to think about. I was in your life and still am, that is if you actually let me be a part of what you care about so much. I was like the little baby fish in the creek that didn't know whether to swim against the current or go with its light flow that increasingly became stronger as time went on. That creek turned to a rush; a rush of tears that tore my heart apart every single time I saw you.

It wasn't like I was obsessed or "in love" or lusting you and only you, but it hurt that you could play me like any other girl. We had something. We may not as of right now, but we still had something and that cannot be ignored at this point in time. You know and I know that you were the knight that swept me off my feet and threw me onto your Stallion and kissed me as we rode off into the distance. The spontanious gesture held true to me that I was something more than another fish in the sea. I was the fish, the target, the bulls-eye, the gold medal that you wanted by your side so greatly.

I may be lost within what those days held to me, but I cannot look at another man the same way I look at you. I was Rupunzel and you climbed my hair but instead of reaching me, you got tired couldn't hold on and let go without a fight. That fight was worth it but you and your self centered muscles seemed to not want to climb but just jump and run off to find another tower to climb. That is you, but this is me and I don't want to be part of your game anymore.

To my disfortune, I must continue on loving who you are and used to be. Goodbye.

It Doesn't Matter.

It doesn't matter who you are dating, what your reputation is or what kind of clothes you wear.
It shouldn't matter if you are in love, what people think of you and what your personal style is.

It doesn't matter what you like to do and what makes you happy.
It shouldn't matter what you are interested in and what gives brings you bliss.

It doesn't matter if you have a big house, a car or all the money in the world.
It shouldn't matter if you are lucky enough to be exposed to wealth.

It doesn't matter who you are, your personality and what your future may be.
It shouldn't matter who you are, the way you act and the type of person you want to become.

It doesn't matter if you get everything you ever want, handed to you.
It shouldn't matter if you are fortunate enough to be given these things.

It doesn't matter your religion, your polical views or your own personal problems.
It shouldn't matter if you have your own morals, rules and difficulties in life.

It doesn't matter who you share your deepest darkest secrets with.
It shouldn't matter who you tell anything.

It doesn't matter who you like.
It shouldn't matter what your sexuality is.

It does matter that people are being bullied everyday for being themselves, expressing who they truely are.
It should matter that they are people just like everyone else.

It doesn't matter to you.
But it DOES matter to me.