Freaking

Buzzing, screaming, fainting, falling, down into a mythological hole of dispair that seemed to appear within a matter of seconds. Arms rapped around your chest, sucking the good clean air from your small body. You reach out for someone, anyone you thought was there to help you. There is no person there to save you from the black pitt below.

You lose hope.  Rumors, Secrets, and Lies are spread from grade to grade labeling you as a loser, slut, jerk, and a bitch. You are trying to figure out you're true friends and who you can trust. Unfortunatly, you are like many humans in Middle School. You crave to start over. Sad for you, but there is no reset button.

Crying, yelling, chanting, calling, will never help you. You let out your emotions one way or another, but those emotions won't gain you respect. Listen to me when I am saying, Calm down. Middle school is full of the problems that make you feel as if you're the cement people are stepping on. High school is no different. All you have to know is that there is always a silver lining, a light at the end of the tunnel of our youth. That light could be colledge, getting married, having kids. That light could also be right in front of you, waiting for you, with the friends you can acctually trust.

You are the only person that can control this light. If you don't, you wont recieve that reset. Starting over can be as simple as pressing that button or even just changing you're attitude. People love you. Everyone has one person in life that cares about them. Find that person and those rumors, lies, and secrets will not matter anymore. Embrace the side of you that you have never known.

Freaking out will get you knowhere but down in that hole that some people can never escape. Pretend it never happend and move on with your life. Love you're life as is. Don't end that struggle because those challenges will help you in th future. Climbing....